Okay I better say this now before my computer gets packed up-

Its an odd feeling when u leave ure whole world behind. Ive never been good at actually admitting to myself that im sad- but saying goodbye has left a dull pain in my chest a lump in my throat- and even if I havent cried, tears behind my eyes

I remember this feeling and I know it goes away but even after i consider Luxembourg my home and am surrounded by new people Ill remember u guys-

Mrs. Jackets said this is wat lifes about- u just have to accept it- u will find more people u feel this way about and then in turn ull have to leave them- but ull have a connection with them through all the memories uve shared- and theyll be in ure heart forever

And I knoe that’s all true- but it dosnt make saying goodbye any easier- I want more than anything to take u all with me- to see u grow up- to share more memories, ure highs ure lows as I have for the best part of four years- u all made me so happy- made me love life- made me love every minute ive spent with my friends- and I wouldn’t exchange it for anything-

And I wont forget- ill never forget- uve all made sure that I have such vivid memories even if I wanted to forget I couldn’t

Ill remember playing thumb war with izzat on his first day- and holding his hand when I needed something extra to cling to- some how that little bit of comfort made things slightly better- no matter what was upsetting me

Ill remember shaf upset on valantines day- and having me in hysterics during the drama exam

Ill remember Jonah doing hand stands at the ICC when we should have been watching king and I- and gossiping in math when we should have been revising

ill remember playing Uno with amir in grade 6- and him playing the prince in cinders

ill remember amiel studying in my room- and ill remember him being a fucker

Ill remember kennys face on his birthday when Charlie gave him the playboy t-shirt- and running up huge fone bills talking all night

Ill remember play fighting with Robert by the river when I was supposed to be playing netball- and sitting on his knee crying when my dad was in hospital

Ill remember rorys john Lennon impression and walking with him on the beach

Ill remember tais first day when she scared the shyt outa me lou and jo cos she said she wanted to be eaten by sharks- and on prom night when I wanted to hit and hug her at the same time

Ill remember ummi tripping learning to walk in high heals- and giving such an amazing drama performance

Ill remember shooting Brian with a staple gun and him keeping me warm on prom night

Ill remember dom smashing my plant pot- chasing burt around the house- him playing with my hair in math- and singing under the bridge in grade 9 art

Ill remember braiding hannahs hair in the mornings – and her always being there for me

Ill remember Nadine wheeling away from Miss ranson cos she hadnt handed her corsework in- and her making us all laugh

Ill remember dying with liam at the last swim carnival after the IM and swearing to eachother that we were giving up swimming once and for all- oh and him eating the salt-

Ill remember mat jumping up and down when he told me- sitting by the river with him- and him crying on the last day

I remember anthoney looking lost on his first day- and slowly becoming ‘anthoney’ rather than ‘the new guy’

Ill remember Nyan being insainly happy- and me whishing to one day be as happy as him

Ill remember jess panicking over the exams and 5 minutes later going hyper- then 5 minutes later panicking over the exams- and five minutes later going hyper

Ill remember dan being happy and dan being sad- and loving dan no matter what mood he was in

Ill remember loving spending time with toby- and him being imbarased when me and naz gave him his birthday cake at the pta

Ill remember Jo’s tarten pants- and being happy to get out of bed at 5.30 just because it ment I could hang out with her before school

Ill remember lou at swim carnivals waiting with food for me at the finish line- and knowing that short of one of us dying I will definetly see her again

Ill remember Nazs pretty face, her singing sugar sugar with ali- staying up all night looking at the moon- loving the new friendship and hating saying goodbye

And I dont realy have any memories with Charlie which stick out- when I think about it- it’s a blur of red, then brown hair- sleepy eyes and cheeky smiles- highs and lows and how i love her so much it scares me-

I love u all – and ill miss u all- and please feel more than welcome to turn up on my doorstep whenever-

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Thank u for everything

Hana
Xoxo

Hallo- hows ure holiday going?? Ive been having an awesome time- no fucking idea what ive been doing- when I think about it its just this huge blur of packing and gdg and movies- and SLEEP- it feels so good to sleep its crazy- I swear 12 hours a nite - lol- and im not bored yet- scary huh?? I think my bodys still in shock from the lack of sleep it had over the exams and is still recovering-

Oh and I did the washing! By myself!- and the washing machine is still functioning!- it’s a major breakthrough huh??

Anyways-

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUSHROOM- I love u too bits I swear I reali do- im so glad u joined isb cos when I think back on the past few years they would have been kinda empty without my mushroom- happy 17th- and I wish u many happy shots with ure new Brunei shot glass lol- and if u don’t like it ill have it I seriously love it-
U knoe wat he did?? I got him this reali cute visit Brunei shot glass and I gave it too him and he was like- ‘u could have got me a nicer one’ = ( I swear izzat we have to work on ure social skills- ure actually gonna offend someone some day

And I also wanna say happy birthday too tai- =D she was very gracious when opening her presents- I hope u have fun with dangles lol-

Oh and LET THE COUNT DOWN BEGIN - 10 days till jessys b’day =D

Oh and- good luck on ure first day jo =) ure gonna be fine promise- and e-mail me tips on how to be the new kid lol

it still hasn’t hit me im leaving- I havnt sat down to actually think ‘im leaving’ I just refuse to let myself do that cos I knoe the moment I do ill cry- so yeh im keeping busy-

And brian and toby left =( and thyre not gonna be here to send me off- and im reali reali upset- like reali upset- anyways have a good holiday u 2- I knoe u will- and ill see u again some day

Anyways im gonna go play with my brothers new ipod- how unfair is that =P but atleast I get to mess around with it

Lovya
hanaxoxo

brunei at birds eye view. yes, i used "electronic devices" on the flight haha :D

how bloody awesome is that?!

walking around orchard rd.

how cool is that! a shop named after me!

in the car (:

rightyho. charlie here.. i'm bored out of my brains so i think i'll blog.

got back from s'pore yesterday, got home around around 1 and fell asleep, woke up the following morning at 8.30. 8.30! thats like a record for me on a non school day. i was amazed.

s'pore was fucking awesome. i wanna go back! haha. we had so much freedom it was crazy.

haha you know whats funny? i've already lost all motivation to blog. so i'll leave you with some pics (:

mwah!

i miss jo =(
i miss aaron =(
i miss rose =(
and i miss my mummie

but im seeing mat later =D so its all good

I changed the layout.
Except blogger is so unbelivably slow I can't see what I've done. So if it looks funny. Bear with me. :)
-Naz

i hate saying goodbye- i hate it so much- this morning it was jo- and it was fine- i was kinda not reali letting it sink in- but when she huged me for the last time she reali started to cry- sorry for not crying- i would have done- but i would have felt stupid =P anyways i was crying on the inside-

hannah lou and ummi cryed- its kinda sad when u see so many of ure friends break down together - anywyas- jo i love u and good luck- and stay ure funky unique self- and keep in touch- or ill hunt u down

and then- i came home and had to say goodbye to my armah- which was sad- but to be honest im gonna miss ironed clothes more than her - = (

oh heres a link naz discovered if ure reali reali bored-
http://www.gurl.com/play/games/mash/0,,669245,00.html

and heres the site i made jos departure bored on
http://www.alphapicture.com/start.php?mod=Image_gallery#

thank u billy for the new layout *hugs* i love the bus =)
and this is random but how blond is shaf???

* HaNa *-
IM NOT BLOND I just have comunication problems

Shafum Jenkins
its ok hana im asian i have communication problems too

* HaNa *
blond / ASIAN same thing

Shafum Jenkins 26
no it isnt u dont see blond asians walking around

Shafum Jenkins
no wait..

and and and =D=D=D my brother came bak- yay- and he brought basketball- remember that movie??

i reali missed him- i kinda didnt realize till he came bak

anyways come gdg tonite if u see this
lovya
hanaxoxo

Yeh- im kinda unbelievably bad at all the site stuff- but I managed to post a foto!- me! all by myself - im thinking about trying to chang the background- but I cant reali face all the html stuff- anyways-

What is it about blogging? I mean why is it that as soon as I write it down for the whole world to see I feel better?I mean when I think about it its crazy- ive let it out to my closest friends- ive gone on about it for pages in my diary- so y is it that when these trusted sources of comfort fail I knoe I can find peace by letting it out on a site where lets face it- anyone who can be bothered to read it will be tryin to figure out wat on earth has made me suddenly wanna blog for the first time in months-
So here it is-
A hug

Go figure

hana