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And I dont want the world to see me cause I dont think that theyd Understand When everythings made to be broken I just want you to know who I am
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Naz i love that song lol-
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before i forget- STOP ASKING ME TOO UPDATE MY ADDRESS BOOK- STOP ADDING ME TOO URE B'DAY LISTS- STOP ASKING IF I WANNA BE PART OF URE MOBILE NETWORK OR WATEVER- all its reali doing is giving my e-mail to random companies and im so sick of getting e-mails asking me if i wanna update my curtains- or dubble my bank balance in 3 days- i knoe ure hearts in the rite place but seriously- 34 e-mails a day is alot- lol even 4 me- and im kinda getting sick of it.
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okay on too happier shyt- HAPPY B'DAY SHAF- =D
and HAPPY NEW FONE DAN =D lol- i hope u like it- and ppl pay u bak all the money we borrowed to buy it- =D (u will get ure $10 bak one day- lol)
-we gave it too him on saturday in gdg- and he looked fricking happy when we gave it
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dan- i knoe u have a camra fone now but please dont turn into a paparazi like *sumone* lol- BTW- zat since ure so interested- i have no idea if it was push up- the lables in german- but as far as i knoe its just a regular bra-
(mum dun worry- lol- this must sound very worrying/disturbing too u- but its okay- trust me) IZZAT TAKE THE FUCKING FOTO OFF- >< - lol im still glad u re-opened though- i missed ure random blogs- and i even missed ure even more random pictures- but i wish u would take a perticular picture off- i blame channel V for providing u with the god damn fone-
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btw- Hugo- if ure reading this- WHERE THE HELL ARE U- u kinda dissapeared- =( lol every time i open my fridge i see the chocolate and am reminded of u =D - i miss u
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this week has been so weired- like reali weired i dunno y i just feel i dunnoe- weired i guess-
Gdg on friday was fun- me and naz went early and mm.. ATE lol- KFC, coffee been- so funnie we ordered this thing- we didnt reali knoe wat it was but we knew it had chicken in it- and the woman came with this sandwich- and we opened it up- looking 4 chickin- but it wasnt there- so we had too give the woman bak this compleatly disfigured sandwich- lol i feel reali guilty about that
anyways- we watched white noise with anthony, brian, liam, jonah, dan and zat- dun watch it if ure one of those people, like me who isnt scared by movies till they go home and try too sleep- lol- ive slept with my light on 4 like 3 days now- =S
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and DO NOT watch the aviator- unless ure one of those ppl obsessed with leanardo decaprio- its just a reali long movie and nothing much happens-
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anyways gtg ive been given 10 minutes b4 i have too be in bed-
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hanaxoxoxo
I'd do anything
Just to hold you in my arms
To try to make you laugh
Cuz somehow I can't put you in the past
I'd do anything
Just to fall asleep with you<>
that songs been going around my head 4 days lol-
i knoe at the moment all my blogs are full of complaints- but i prommise ill only moan for afue lines-
how anoying is it when people who dont believe in valantines get sad when they dont get anything- my dad is the worst example-
ive only known him for 16 years but as far as i know he has never sent a valantine in his life- but when i got picked up and he saw my valantines - he went all insecure cos he didnt get any-
i know that valantines day is just a holiday made up by the shops to sell all the junk theyve got lieing around after christmas- but theres nothing wrong with that- if uve got the money spend it and its better to buy something meaningfull than go and see a movie for the third time-
and if ure gonna spend it u mite as well make someone feel special- i meen i feel so much more loved after today- and its not like i found my prince over this week (not that im complaining- i had a great week ;) lol) but i still told all my friends that i loved them- and i felt loved in return - but uve got to give a little before u expect anything in return- and my dad has never got that-
i supose he has alot to be worried about- my mum is over 3000 miles away- and she is reali good looking for her age- and im sure she'd have no trubble finding someone- but come on my mum is the most loyal person in the world- i could never see her doing anything like that and if he realy is worried he could send her an e-mail or something- just to say i love u- because i knoe he does- even if hes not sentimental enough to say so
and even if it is just a holiday to get us to spend- it dosnt cost anything to say i love u- and even if u do decide to give something i felt just as loved by a home made cookie from naz or a card from jo, ummi or hannah or a bashed up rose from charlie or jess as i do from an expensive bear from izzat (thanks u guys xoxox) - IT DOSNT MATTER- thats the beauty of valantines- its the thought that counts- and i love u guys no more or less for what u gave me- but i do love u and i will forever-
happy valantines day u guys- i love u all so much xoxo
oh and happy b'day aaron =D - miss u xoxo
and thanks mum and joe for the presents =D im wearing them all rite now lol-
oh AND happie b'day feeks xoxo
i knoe u guys are all dieing to knoe about my weekend- lol- its weired- i did nothing reali special but i had so much fun- jessys open house was awsome- sorry i couldnt join in u guys- but some how i rekon my dad would kill me if i went home smashed- lol- anyways i wont bore u all with the details of wat went on at jessys- lol-
lovya
hanaxoxo