okay- yeh =) i just had to post this- cos its too unbelieavbly sweet not too- jessy i love u so so much- like unbelievable- thank u so much- and i hope that one day i can make u feel as special as uve made me feel today-
love u- lol and remmeber- 'through good times and bad times- ill be at ure side for ever more' =P
missing u so unbelievably much
honneybunch - Lep.9 =)
xoxoxo

sweet seventeen? Okay Hana please don't hate me for this but I watched Closer before doing this blog and I'm all tired out and my eyes are all glazed from staring at the screen so long without blinking. ha. ha.

ANYWAYS. OMG. OKAY. You are like, fucking seventeen. That's.. TWO DIGITS. That's.. well.. a prime number. MMMMMMMMMMM Yea. You know I've just realised.. chances are you're not seventeen yet. Like you were born at 6 in the evening or something like that. SO technically I could sleep and do it when I wake up? .... Actually no I know I wont. Okay okay here goes.

I LOVE YOU.There are just no other words. Why do I love you? Coz you're silly and blonde. HAHA no kidding. Uhm. Becauseeeeeeeeee.. You're there for me whether you want to be or not. You're patient when I'm being an annoying little shit. You're understand when I'm being an unreasonable bitch. You care when I'm being a moody cow. You listen when all you wanna do is talk. You give the best hugs even when you're feeling absolutely shitty yourself. You can put things into respect without patronizing the person. You are both a "mom" at times and a fucking good friend. You don't freak out like a headless chicken when we're stuck in the jungle and it's getting late while Fang and Crackers are lost somewhere and we have no light. You give in when you know you really shouldn't coz you're the one who's actually right. You say sorry when you aren't and shouldn't be. You think about things. You don't judge. You can't cook (which doesn't make me feel more useless than I already am haha). You are in love with mee goreng (those who aren't are just plain mad). You care about what's inside more than anything else. You not only have sympathy, but empathy which is just as important. You've helped achieved great moments of epiphanies (and the best part is you don't even know when you do). You aren't shallow. You don't mind saying you don't like what's happening and that you don't agree with it but you'll stay because you're loyal (waterfall jumps, anyone? hehe). You know when to call or send a msg just saying, "Love you" or "I miss you" or even just a little smiley because those little messages brighten up whole days.I'd like to think someone could type all that about me but nah. It's only heaven-sent angels who could possibly be so much all at once. . .

(has anyone else noticed how this blog seems to have gotten very mushy. .? :/).I'll cut the crap and get straight to the point :p. I love you, i really do as a friend, mom dad brother sister WHATEVER you name it. I'm always here for you (which I'm hoping applies vice-versa wise haha). I hope you had a fucking wonderful day. Loiiiike fantabulous-meet-the-one-for-you-who-immediately-sweeps-you-off-your-skinny-feet kinda birthday hehe.Oh. & STOP WITH THE BIRTHDAY BLUES! Be 17 and love it :). mwah.

And I never thought I'd feel this way
And as far as I'm concerned
I'm glad I got the chance to say
That I do believe I love you
And if I should ever go away
Well then close your eyes and try
To feel the way we do today
And then if you can remember
Keep smiling, keep shining
Knowing you can always count on me, for sure
That's what friends are for

For good times and bad times
I'll be on your side forever more
That's what friends are for

Well you came and opened me
And now there's so much more I see
And so by the way I thank you
And then for the times when we're apart
Well then close your eyes and know
These words are coming from my heart
And then if you can remember

Keep smiling, keep shining
Knowing you can always count on me, for sure
That's what friends are for
In good times and bad times
I'll be on your side forever more
That's what friends are for

(Sound familar? It's one of the year 6 graduation songs we had to sing hehe. It still applies).