alrite jess these words are 4 u =)
ive got too have my ee done by thursday so i better start panicking and stop procrastinating lol- but i love u and ill try too anotate my photos in the future
l0ve u
hana xoxox

gizmit-
me and kate
tiffany =)
peter working hard
laura and my wings



me and joe =)

i dont believe in love
i believe in long lasting friendship
and even that doesnt last forever
nothing does
nothing lasts forever
you wont be happy forever
but u wont be sad for long
nothing lasts forever
nothing
not even the 8th grade

do u ever get those emo nites- those fucking emo nights- procrastiantion nights are bad- but emo nites are the worst- i hate them- they always manage to sneek up on u aswell when u least expect them- when u need a french dictionary - then all of a fucking sudden your 8th grade homework diary falls off your overly stuffed bookself- and as u pick it up- you pray not to be sucked into one of those horibly reflective nights- but then u see a picture of charlie and jess and sit down, you know your defeated. u need to look at those pictures - those random notes- that realy bad half poetry half random reflection on the meaning of life and just remember how hapy you were- so hapy you knew that you were truly hapy-

i want to figure out what it all ment- how much it means to me- how much it matters- remember every minute of it- all my early-teen moments -when it just felt so good to be alive.

charlie lou jess liam dom naz jo aaron kenny amiel robert - all those faces and so many more go way back- and all i can do is try to deal with the fact that i wont see them tomoro- that ill go to school and no one will knoe what it was like to mess around before netball practice or think we were so grown up sneaking out to wonder the streets before we freeked out and speed walked home or laugh at mr monseur. or mr assbunnie - all those lost moments.

ive had enough. i want to go home. wherever that is. and i want this night to be over- if only so i can do my fucking hwk.

alrite jess my darling this ones for u =)

... what do i have too say- not much reali- iB has totaly taken over my life, and everything non-iB related i do is just procrastinating b4 i start working properly- =) my goodness- now i think about it... what has my life become>?? - all i can think that ive been doing is- swimming working babysitting and the occasional nite out to break up my routine - exciting stuff but u cant reali blog about it - =) i cant wait for this year to be over- it sux. but jessica rest easy knowing that every saturday i drag myself out of bed early and do 2 hours housework just so i get too see u in 8 months =)

and by the way jessie... i love u for the summer- every minute i spent with u was amazing- it was like comming home to long lost family- and now ive come bak too lux... it dosnt hurt anymore- i know bruneis there- yeh i want too be there- but i know it hasnt changed, i know underneath ive not changed- and where it counts we'll probably be the same in 10 years time- =) and the important this is- i know that the summer was not the last time id see u - cos honestly... how long can u go without seeing ure family? -

dude i love u- ive got a bitch load of Hwk that im skiping class to do- so i should probably get on with it- but jessie- big kisses and again as always... i love u.

and btw JO- I MISS U- =) like alot- i called lou yesterday and she said ure parents and barney got on =D lol- thats awesome- ill e-mail u b4 too long my darling - i love u alot.